February 2012
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in the dark.
my mood lately has been dipping a lot, i feel like crying my eyes out. I feel so utterly worthless and i’m struggling with day-to-day living. I’m just so mad at myself, for not taking care of myself like i should. I’m mad that i can be SO smart and bright and insightful, yet i walk into a room and forget why i’m there and do this multiple times. I’ll walk out of the...
Malibu's Most Wanted is on... depressed state...
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i love this woman.
Me: SO ready for fun fun times.
Christina: Oh my God. My body is ready. Take that however you will.
Me: Christina be careful or i'll get you drunk and have my beastly way with you!
Christina: You can't drug and rape the willing Brittany...
Me: Don't be writing checks your ass can't cash woman!
Christina: (giggles) I'm cracking up over here, i'm dying!
Me: I have that affect on the bitches.
Christina: God we are such men. Why were we born with vagina's?
Me: I don't know because i'm controlled by my nether regions and i can't make my own sammich. Obviously i was meant to be a mayne.
Christina: Best quote of the day!
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“Treason, a pound of flesh is the debt. Leaving a crippled man, I’ll give...”
– my God
Anonymous asked: It sounds like you've been having alot of shit recently. Forgive me if I'm wrong. I just wanted to remind you that you are amazing and beautiful.
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Dear Bullies,
Apparently you didn’t get the memo…but bullies are supposed to become extinct after high school…I’m really sorry to be the one to have to tell you. I’m sure there is a support group you can join that can help you through this very tough time! The only one i know about is D.U. (dumbasses united). It’s really important to surround yourself with like-minded ignorant hateful people like yourself. I...
NOTHING. I repeat, NOTHING.
Pisses me off more than bullying, in ANY way shape or form. The absolute quickest way to turn me into your worst nightmare. I think and say things so cruel i literally have to go pray and repent. I pray for you, not because i want to. But because it’s what God tells us to do. I could spit fire i am so angry right now.
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ugh.
what a monumental disappointment, if i wasn’t already borderline tears this should do it. But i have to tell myself everything is going to be okay, and have faith that God is in control. Through the pain, i will praise you. Lord you are good and your mercy endures forever. I worship you, i lay this at the cross. Help me.
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“Do everything in love.”
– 1 Corinthians 16:14
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i think...
that it’s super easy to point out other people’s flaws and tell them what it is they should be doing differently and nearly impossible to take a look in the mirror and use that same kind of judgement to shine light on what it is in our lives we need to fix. I am so guilty of this, i’ve been bullied for as long as i can remember for being fat and ugly, i’ve always been the...
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the ballad of love and hate...
I hate that moment where the safety bubble you’ve created for yourself pops and you’re suddenly in reality and forced to deal with it. I’m conflicted and i don’t know how to feel… i want to be over the mess you made and be the bigger person who isn’t bitter and who wishes you well. But i simply don’t. I want to be over it so bad, i don’t know how to...
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Madea
Dr. Phil: do you feel like you always have to 'get even'?
Madea: hell yeah.
Dr. Phil: why do you always have to get even? Why can't you just let it roll off like water on a ducks back?
Madea: cuz' i ain't no damn duck!
Dr. Phil: you don't have to attack people all of the time!
Madea: if somebody do something to you, you supposed to do something to you. That's what the bible said, the bible said in 2nd duderonimo, the book of jerico. Dat the eye for the tooth and tooth for the people and that everybody who got the eye you punch em' in it.
Dr. Phil: what?!
Madea: I can tell you don't read the bible, so the bible say turn the other cheek. So somebody hit that cheek you turn the other cheek. Now you only got two cheeks, how many cheeks you supposed let them hit before you whoop they ass?
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“I know that when you look at me, there’s so much that you just don’t...”
– run to you
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Men.
so on my tumblr i follow some lovely ladies who from time to time post wedding things and ‘Dear Future Husand’ posts and while i’m not as spirited about getting married as they are. That coupled with so many of my friends either being already married with a kid or two or just married or engaged or in a serious relationship they could see leading to such things, it does make me...
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i kind of feel like crying.
and it’s nice to be reassured that it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to hurt and i don’t have to always be super strong and tough. Sometimes i can just let myself be sad.
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thank you...
Hi, new followers! You have no idea how much it means to me to keep seeing your beautiful new faces popping up on my news feed! Thank you for reading what i have to say let alone actually liking it enough to follow me… I’m truly humbled by every single like and reblog! I rant, i give unsolicited unpopular opinions, i speak of God’s love. I say what’s on my heart and...
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unpopular opinion time.
Listen, whether this be tumblr or facebook or twitter or whatever… if it’s MY site then what makes you think you have a right to give me crap for stating my personal opinion? I’m not saying my opinion is the only one or the right one, i’m just simply stating MY opinion. So why do you feel the need to antagonize me on it? I’m so annoyed by people who think that their...
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“artists - musicians, painters, writers, poets, always seem to have had the most...”
– Billy Joel
father God,
i am the farthest from perfect, i am a loser… my entire life i’ve been tormented, deemed not worthy of exsistence. I have been to hell and back, i have suffered unspeakable pain. I’ve questioned my worth more times than i can remember… i have wished at times to just simply fade away. I’ve been hurt, i have hurt, i am nothing but a bleeding heart. I am nothing special....
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God doesn't love hypocrites...
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 8:37-39
If i speak of nothing else, i will speak of the love...
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“See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough...”
– Robin Williams
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Anonymous asked: God doesn't love hypocrites. Practice what you preach. :]
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true story...
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“We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.”
– Oscar Wilde
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that awkward moment...
when you run into someone who never really talked to you in high school is suddenly all up in your kool-aid. Listen bro… unlike you, i gladly graduated from high school. I busted out of that prison and never looked back. I don’t miss those good ole ‘glory days’ like you do. No offense but until i realized who you were, i was annoyed by what i thought was a bunch of 15 year...
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cryingggg.
That moment where someone tells you something you posted reminded them of Gods love is absolutely precious. Best Valentines Day gift ever.
<3
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unpopular opinion: valentines day edition.
now i know you didn’t think you could get through Valentines Day without hearing from me did you? Think again, i’ve actually been wanting to post on this subject for awhile now… but decided it best to wait until Valentines Day when i thought it might get a little more thought and meaning. Lets get something straight first of all, i am a LOVE ADDICT. When Family Force 5 sang that...
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“How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her...”
– Oscar Wilde
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stop it stop it stop it.
MOTHER OF MOSES MARY AND JOESPH… PEOPLE! Stop re-posting that picture or so help me i’m going to lose it. It has well over 200 notes now… seriously? What the fudge bro? Why are boobs so damn fascinating? In my mind there is so so so so so so so much wrong with the world if this is the only kinda shit that gets attention. Sex sells, the only things that anyone ever hears about are...
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“I am the body of Christ and satan has no power over me. I overcome evil with...”
– Romans 12:21
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meh.
I had a grey face like my photo set and decided to take it down. I really, really, really don’t like that kind of attention it makes me very uncomfortable and then i get angry and then i start man hating and i just don’t feel like going through all that right now when i’m in a decent mood. But it doesn’t change my opinion on the fact that it’s a bullshit double...
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tumblr thoughts...
at times tumblr feels a lot like high school and even in this metaphorical virtual reality high school… I’M STILL NOT AT THE COOL KIDS TABLE! I’m still with the weird kids no one wants to talk to… and you know what? I think i’m okay with this. I’d rather be leader of the outsiders than just another follower of the popular people. I’ve always danced to the...
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“His love is so tangible and thick tonight and there are some of you tonight who have not encountered the love of God. And tonight God wants to encounter you and wants you to feel his love, his amazing love. Without it, these are just songs, these are just words, these are just instruments. Without the love of God, it’s just like we’re up hear just making noise. But the love of...
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circle of crazy goes a little something like this.
My ovaries are in the process of killing me, i can feel them plotting against me. Betrayal is so painful… and so are cramps.